out of control什么意思

题目

out of control什么意思
i hate that everything is out of my control.it happens as it was so right.i was cheated by u two.forgive sounds good,but forget i think i never could.u two totally have no idea that how much i want to forgive u.and how much i miss u.but...when u destroyed the trust,u destroyed everything including my life.i don't know who to trust now.we three had so much sweet memory.and i have to learn to forget them all.now,i try to hide the hurt.just move on.when something is wrong,i always told myself that everything would be all right.and i could handle everythig,cause that was me,that was my life.

答案

我讨厌所有事都不在我的掌控之内.你们两个欺骗了我,并且这件事发生的是如此理所当然,原谅你们听起来容易,但我永远做不到忘记它.你们是没法想象我是有多么的想原谅你们并且我是多么的想念你们.但是.当你们摧毁了我们之间的信任,摧毁了一切,甚至我的生命,我现在不知道该相信谁了,我们三个曾今有美好的回忆,但现在.我必须学会全部忘记.我试图隐藏悲伤,继续前行.但当遇上一些麻烦时,我总是告诉自己一切都会好的,我可以处理它,因为,这就是我,这就是我的生活.
呃...读的不是很通顺