求翻译成英文.不要机译

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求翻译成英文.不要机译
大学生活已经过去了一半,此篇所谓的论文作为大一生活的反思
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如果我现在毕业,我将会是一个一穷二白的穷小子,站在人群当中不被注意的那一个,这不是我想要的生活.我想通过自身的努力过上一种我理想的生活.我的理想生活状态就是,不用为自己喜爱的东西,过意地在乎它的价格.当然,我最喜欢RANGE ROVER,现在看来梦想不是很遥远,那是相当的遥远,而让我有种错觉,感觉那永远只是梦想.
我不希望今生一事无成,我不想没有努力拼搏过.但我担心的是,付出了全部的精力,最后却一败涂地.在内心深处,我担心可能不会成功.
不得不说,我交际能力很差劲,还记得刚在专卖店做兼职导购的时候,看着络绎不绝的人群,根本没有勇气张口.后来的一些事情也让我明白,一直埋头做事根本不可行.因为多结交一些朋友,跟他们闲聊的时候,他人的观点,看法和做事风格,让你眼前一亮,会让你学习很多.关系网的力量,在此我想大家多少都有耳闻,毕竟一个人拥有的资源有限.在如今商业社会,就是不断的交易创造更多的价值,这也是符合商业社会的准则,要不就有闭门造车的嫌疑!所以呢,当我意识到这个问题之后,我也开始尝试鼓起勇气,去跟陌生人闲聊,以此锻炼,提高这方面的能力.无论是摆地摊的,在公交车上,还是路边的卖小吃,我都试着找话题跟他们闲聊.当然,周末的时候,出去和朋友一起游游泳锻炼身体,也会出去参加各种的活动,结识更多的陌生人,不对,不是陌生人,应该叫朋友.有一句话说的好：天下没有陌生人,只有没有认识的朋友!

答案

If I were to graduate today, I would surely be a penniless guy.one who would in no way draw any attention in the crowd, and that's not the way of life that I desire. I just want , by working hard myself, to live a life of my dream, which is that I won't have to care about the price of something just because I like it Of couese, i like RANGE ROVER best of all.But now it seems to me that my dream is more than far away. It is very vey far away, so far away that I have a feel that it is forever nothing but merely a dream .
Not at all do I hope that I will achieve nothing in life. I don't want a life with no hard work or struggle, but what scares me most is that I will be a complete loser when I have done my best. Deep down in my heart I feel that I may not come home a success.
I have to say that I am not good at being with other people. As far as I can remember, I was quite nervous and dared not speak when I saw the endless lines of people coming into and out of the specialty shop where I was working as a shopping guide What happened later led me to know the fact that working hard isn''t a solution ,but you have to make more friends from whom, by chatting you get to know their viewpoints,their outlooks and their way of doing things. It is those people that let you see more and learn more .We all know how powerful human relationship network is ,which means a lot compared with the poorly limited resources of any single individual. In a commercial society like ours,more values come out of constantly creating value, and that is the natural law of a commercial society, or we will have made the mistake of building cars behind the closed doors. And the when I realized its importance,I perked myself up,being bold enough to talk to the strangers. I talked with them anywhere I went, on the bus, in the raodside snack bar, trying to find our common topics. And at the weekend I didn't forget to go swimming or take part in other activities to get to know more strangers. Well actually they are not strangers, but rather friends. I believe in the proverb that in this world there are no strangers but friends, ones that you are yet to know.
(It was a great pleasure to spend two hours working on your translation version)