翻译啊加分啊,英语翻译,恳求翻译唯美些通顺些,请高手英语语法达人,纯手工翻译解答,非常感谢

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翻译啊加分啊,英语翻译,恳求翻译唯美些通顺些,请高手英语语法达人,纯手工翻译解答,非常感谢
I am still in the bottom of the ladder (still in the begining of the road)
there manythings I don't know
what upsets me are not the years
I didn't see an ending loves
the seperatings and goers
those who wastes love
who are going to ask them for an explanation/ who is going to punish them
everybody knows/witnesses that God is great
He sees everything,whose heart is broken
you are no my enemey
I can't curse you
I don't know if will he (God) forgives you
I can't forgive
【求纯人工翻译通顺些唯美点,翻译人工化并且唯美者加分,感谢无比啊,求高手】
【恳求纯手工翻译解答,非常感谢,不采纳机译渣翻奇葩的翻译结果,只求唯美通顺翻译】

答案

第一句,我仍然爱你,但却只能暗恋（直译：但却只能把你藏于心底）
第二句.你的心思我猜不到
后面懒得看了