英文,求译I could stop trying to make her into someone she was not.

题目

英文,求译I could stop trying to make her into someone she was not.
求汉语意义.
My hope turned to disappointment（失望）,then little interest,finally,peace- it seemed that nothing happened.I couldn”t be sure that the letter had even got to Mother.I only knew that I had written it,and I could stop trying to make her into someone she was not.

答案

我由希望变成了失望,接着感到一点点有趣,最后是一片平寂－－好像什么都没发生过一样.我不确定妈妈是否收到了信,我只知道我写过一封信,而且我不能再试着把妈妈变成一个并不是她自己的人